softspoken

Blogging again.
Honestly, i think blogging helps me put down my hurts in words and allows me to reflect on where I've gone wrong. It has also shown me where God has helped me do something right. Kudos to blogging.

Anyway, Eugene wants me to be soft spoken. This means that I've to make a 180 degrees change. It really seems ridiculous. The person that said " I love everything you are." is saying, "I don't really like what you are." Of course, love isn't the same as liking. It's really unfair that I always have to make the changes.

bad bad bad post

why is it bad? cause today, i thought of things that should not be thought about.
I was reminded of the pain I had felt, yet it wasn't entirely the fault of the accused.

It's times like these that I really thank God that He is in my life. Cause whenever I feel that no one truly loves me, He reminds me that He is always there. And His love is perfect.

I'm sorry Eugene, that we don't really agree nowadays. That I'm not your ideal girl. In fact, I'm probably the opposite. Maybe its because we spend so much time with each other, and the flaws finally surface. I love you, and I hope we can emerge from our communication problems as victors!
I also resolve to build my self esteem, rather than compare myself with "others of the same species", choosing to believe that I am just as good as anyone in my own way.